Gareth Black hosts this webinar looking at the common issues of loneliness and longing, exacerbated by COVID restrictions and brought into focus at Christmas time. Our guest is Ed Shaw, pastor of Emmanuel City Centre church in Bristol and a speaker/author with Living Out.
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Where is God in All the Suffering?
Andy Bannister interviews author Amy Orr-Ewing about her latest book Where is God in all the Suffering? Visit Amyโs new website atย www.amyorr-ewing.com
You can find the book at 10ofThose.com
Christ Centred Apologetics
I have the worse sense of direction. If I donโt have directional guidance I can end up in the wrong state. In fact, its so bad I often travel to the same locations utilising a navigation system of some sort. With a navigation system in place you are almost sure of finding the right location. I say almost because a navigation system is only as good as the address. To get to the destination you need a description of where you are going. If you donโt, how will you know if you ever got there? You could travel for days wandering around. Of course, you can see everywhere you travel but without an address your travel is in vain.
Navigation: Needs an address
The task of apologetics is to be a navigational tool in the hand of the Christian. It is an intellectual tool helping us navigate questions, objections, and challenges to the Christian faith. RC Sproul describes apologetics as โpre-evangelismโ. I like that definition because it clarifies the address of every apologetic endeavour. Apologists must start with the head but should eventually and inevitably aim for the heart. In every conversation, ministry, lecture, and article we should aim to transform from apologist to evangelist. Ultimately, we must navigate the tough questions to eventually plug in the coordinates of Christ. Everyday apologetics will typically start with questions on ethics or observations about current events. Yes we may stop there to handle rational pit stops. Still we must remember the finish line will always be Christ.
Our main point is Jesus
The goal of apologetics is not merely to persuade one that a God exist. At minimum, if we succeed, then we have only acquiesced to convert humans into demons for even they believe that God exist (James 2:19).ย As apologist we have many targets, applications, and contexts yet always one goal. We are winning people to Christ. We have intellectual focus but our main focus is to win people and not merely arguments. We do Christ and our mission great disservice if we answer objections in various realms and capacities yet relinquish a presentation of Christ. Will it always happen in the conversation at hand? No, but that should be our aim knowing tomorrow is not promised and that Christ may return at any moment.
Christ-centred apologetics must also be persuasive and winsome too. We should present our arguments with love and concern. If apologetics merely becomes an academic endeavour, we will lose all the pastoral care and compassion needed for the task of evangelism to become possible. Here are some practical tips for pursuing Christ-centred apologetics:
- Defend the faith without being defensive. Defend the faith not your pride.
- Share your need for Christ so others may potentially see theirs.
- Donโt merely regurgitate arguments or points from your favourite apologist. Focus on the person you are speaking with and their particular needs.
- Present the love and grace of Jesus so winsomely and illustratively that they think its too good to be true.
- Do more listening than talking. Donโt interrupt. Donโt zone out on their objections and rehearse your irrelevant response.
- Affirm positive aspects of their thoughts. What points of their religion or worldview is actually commendable?
- Before you use the Bible given reasons why you believe it as a reliable source.
- Donโt merely quote scripture. Explain scripture and its context.
- Lastly, ask to present Christ. Say something like, โDo you mind if I tell you why I think Jesus makes the difference on this matter?โ
Dear apologist, never wander aimlessly. Plug in the coordinates of Christ in your presentation and within your heart (1 Peter 3:15).ย Give a reason for the hope in your heart. That hope is the good news of Jesus not a three-point syllogism. After the arguments, rebuttals, and fact checks, bring Christ to the forefront. Donโt be ashamed, because the Gospel actually has the power to save (Romans 1:16).
Cam Triggs is Director of Urban Apologetics and Senior Blog Editor for the Jude 3 Project and is a speaker for the Jude 3 Project. This article first appeared there, and is used with permission. He loves Jesus. God saved Cam from wrath, sin, death, and Satan in 2005. He began studies at University of Central Florida as a Religious Studies major & continued his education at Reformed Theological Seminary where he earned a Masters of Arts in Theological Studies. During his time at RTS, Cam was privileged to study under the apologist John Frame. In the future, ย he looks forward to further study in the areas of philosophy, theology, and African American studies. Cam currently serves as a Church Planting resident at Summit RDU as he prepares to start a new church in Orlando. More importantly, he is married to his beautiful best friend Tymara Triggs and the proud father of Cameron Triggs II. Stay connected with him at camtriggs.com.Online Student Ministry
Andy Bannister talks about the way student ministry moved online in 2020, and the many opportunities it created to share the gospel with students in Scotland, and answer their questions. it’s always great to work with student Christian Unions across the country and with UCCF too!
PEP Talk Podcast With Murray McNicol
Church outreach events and evangelism courses sound like a great idea, but do they actually work? Here on PEP Talk we discover that, yes, they can! We hear today from a “normal” guy (chartered accountant, no less) from an “ordinary” church that is developing an amazing culture of outreach – and seeing God at work through it all!
With Murray McNicol – PEP Talk
Our Guest
Murray McNicol is an elder at Maxwell Mearns Castle Church in Newton Mearns, near Glasgow. Married to Margo with two student daughters, he is a lapsed accountant and the co-founder of a software business, providing services to the hospitality sector.
About PEP Talk
The Persuasive Evangelism Podcast aims to equip listeners to share their faith more effectively in a sceptical world. Each episode, Andy Bannister (Solas) and Kristi Mair (Oak Hill College) chat to a guest who has a great story, a useful resource, or some other expertise that helps equip you to talk persuasively, winsomely, and engagingly with your friends, colleagues and neighbours about Jesus.
Your Questions: December Q&A
Andy Bannister and Gareth Black address questions submitted by our online audience
A Beginner’s Guide to the Argument from Truth
And where did she go?
Truth left us long ago
And I need her tonight because I’m scared of loneliness with you, baby
And I should let it go
But all that is left is my perspective, broken and so left behind again.
โ English Indie band, London Grammar, Rooting For You.
We are all Truth-seekers
In a time when the unspooling reality of post-truth as seen through Facebookโs fake news outlets; Cambridge Analyticaโs (no longer quite so) clandestine political machinations; and the ongoing disinformation campaigns spearheaded by the Kremlin and The White House, it is, perhaps, unsurprising if we too have imbibed the cultural Kool Aid that truth no longer matters. Peter Pomerantsev summarises this sentiment in his latest book This is Not Propaganda like this: โโThere is so much information, misinformation, so much of everything that I donโt know whatโs true any more.โโ [sic.]
And yet, it is precisely when we see the cost of truth having seemingly exited the world stage, that we become more desirous of pursuing it. Truth matters. Along with London Grammar, we find ourselves longing for truth: โWhere did she go? I need herโฆโ Post-truth reveals our desire for truth. We want transparent politicians and trustworthy news sources.
Even when spin, power-plays, and alternative facts seemingly dominate the world stage, this socio-political phenomenon is unable to eradicate our status as truth-seekers. If anything, it has only served to highlight it.
It is not that society does not long for truth, but that we are only too aware of our own limitations in perceiving truth truly. As, โall that is left is my perspective, broken and so left behind again.โ We want truth, but we are left asking the question, โis it possible to know truly?โ
Our post-Enlightenment age has woven the golden thread of scepticism deep into hearts. Doubt reigns. Ostensibly, it is the preserve of the intellectually sophisticated and humble, most especially when the alternative is the hubris of restrictive, absolute truth claims. As the late philosopher Dallas Willard reminds us:
We live in a culture that has] for centuries now cultivated the idea that the skeptical person is always smarter than the one who believes. You can be as stupid as a cabbage, as long as you doubtโฆ Today it is the skeptics who are the social conformists.[1]
The charge that sceptics are the social conformists is an interesting insight. However, what I would like to focus on is what Don Carson exposes as a common, unacknowledged, base-level assumption behind absolute truth claims. It is this that makes scepticism more appealing:
Behind the objection of arrogance to exclusivity lies this indefensible, destructive and controlling antithesis: Either you know something exhaustively and omnisciently, or you have to give up claims to objective knowledge.[2]
Many of us ย are aware of our inability to access truth in toto. As the Christian worldview holds, โTruth left us long agoโ, and ever since, we have been scrambling and searching for truth.
As a result, a ย variety of views on knowing, reality, and being, have been formulated over the centuries, stemming from the early philosopher Thales (โeverything is waterโ), to Heraclitus (โall is fluxโ, cue the lyrics to Pocahontasโ song โyou canโt step in the same river twiceโ) to Plato (eternal forms are really real) down to Aristotle (all that matters is matter), reveal humanityโs quest for truth. We have always hungered after it, even when we have doubted whether or not it is possible to attain.
As Carson reminds us, we assume that unless we know completely (which we cannot), we have to give us claims to total knowledge (which we do). Why is this? There is a personal dynamic, as well as a philosophical one at work here.
The fall-out of modernity, in which the triumvirate of tradition, reason and authority ruled, created a profound disconnect between objective and subjective knowledge. Modernity significantly overlooked the personal needs of the individual; and we are only too aware of the ensuing devastating effects of power โ oppression. When one people group; religious, tribal or otherwise, have colonised, commissioned crusades, and/or committed genocide, we are rightly left extraordinarily suspicious of any one overarching, absolute truth claim.
Objective claims to knowledge have been, therefore, discarded in favour of subjective claims to knowledge. It goes that no one person is able to determine what is true for everyone at all times, so the best choice is to self-create our own mini-narratives within our own geographical sub-cultures and contexts for our own lives and families. We see this encapsulated in everyday statements such as โyou do youโ and โstay in your own laneโ.
Relativism rescuesโฆ Or does it?
Relativism, then, is the philosophical position that each person or group defines their views on truth/s, ethics, and values. Problems with this position are encountered almost immediately.ย I will list just two:
First, it is self-referentially incoherent. The proposition โtruth is a social constructโ is itself a social construct! To say, โall truth is relativeโ is itself relative! Relativism makes a universal truth claim by saying all truths are relative. This falls foul of that which it is trying to achieve. For relativistic truth claims to mean anything at all, they have to be taken as statements of absolute truth.
Second, as Peter Hicks states in Evangelicals and Truth, โRelativism destroys meaning and makes communication impossibleโ (p.137). For the relativist, there is no shared world of meaning. This is deeply problematic as it renders all attempts at communicating meaning – linguistic or otherwise – futile. Not only is this position philosophically untenable, but it also cuts against our daily experiences of life. The fact you are able to read and discern meaning through these sentences is evidence that communication does happen, and reality isnโt thus just because we declare it to be in accordance with our own personal preferences or thoughts. Objectivity is a needful, necessary assumption.
Moreover, more often than not, ethically speaking, moral relativism also possesses immense limitations. A universal standard by which we can judge right and wrong is not only necessary but wanted. Some things are wrong at all times and in all places โ genocide, murder, rape, to name a few. These are not local transgressions; such acts are objectively evil. To say otherwise would be to hold that if the Naziโs had won the Second World War, then their victory would have legitimised the Holocaust de facto.
Perhaps this may be unsatisfactory response to the thorough-going relativist. They may say, โWho cares whether or not truths are relative? I am very happy living mine.โ As the author Madeleine LโEngle writes in Walking on Water:
We do not draw people to Christ by loudly discrediting what they believe, by telling them how wrong they are and how right we are, but by showing them a light that is so lovely that they want with all their hearts to know the source of it.
This is the ultimate challenge. Are we able, as the German Protestant church leader Johannes Hamel commended, to speak โtrue words as fingers pointing to the crucified Christ?โ Can we as the church provide, what the philosopher Alistair MacIntyre exhorts us to in After Virtue: โWhat matters as this stage is the construction of local forms of community within which civility and the intellectual and moral life can be sustained through the new dark ages which is already upon us.โ
Moreover, as Hicks goes on to write:
โฆhowever strong our commitment to postmodernism and relativism may be, we have to admit that the asking and answering of questions is foundational to human life as we know it. Exploring the world around us, and ourselves, and our relationships to each other, and the meaning of things, and concepts like beauty, truth, and value and goodness, did not start with the Enlightenment: these things are an essential part of what it means to be human. To veto the asking of questions is to deny our humanity.
At bottom, Relativism denies our humanity. There is, however, at least one good insight from relativism. Ellis Potter in How Do You Know That? summarises the benefit and pitfall to postmodernity (the backdrop to relativism) like this: โI am grateful to postmodernism because it has restored subjectivity to truth. I am unhappy with postmodernism because it has eliminated objectivity from truth.โย
What, then, is the alternative?
We have seen that we are unable to know exhaustively, and local accounts of truth are insufficient to hold the weight of their own philosophical argumentation, let alone our human desires. What, then, are we left with? How can we know anything?
Carson goes on to identify that our inability to know exhaustively doesnโt preclude our ability to know partially. More than that, exhaustive knowledge is a false Enlightenment ideal, whereas partial yet true knowledge accords much more profoundly with what it means for us to be human. Indeed, there is a โcoming-to-knowโ and an ongoing relationship with knowledge that neither modernity nor postmodernity have been able to embody or employ.
Covenant Epistemology
Rather than restricting ourselves to local formulations of truth, or binding ourselves to irrelevant, abstract objective truth, covenant epistemology, an account of biblical knowing, upholds the aspect of truth as discovery. Truth is discovered, not manufactured.
When considering the boiling point of water, few of us would brandish a thermometer and continually test the boiling point of water in order to observe that it does (usually) boil at around 100C. ย We have received this knowledge from trustworthy sources of authority. Reliable guides have conducted the experiments and discovered the boiling point for us. This means we are no less rational for asserting 100C as the boiling point of water not having conducted the experiment, than those who have. This is just one example of truth revealing itself to us โ either directly or by way of testimony. All truth is revealed truth โ this applies to scientific discoveries just as much as it does to Whitney Houstonโs long-time existential question, โhow will I know if he really loves me?โ
Reality is personal. The triune God, reality, reveals truth, if we adopt the receptive posture of humility.
The philosopher, Esther Meek, in her magnum opus, Loving To Know, traces the contours of knowing fuelled by love, over-against the Enlightenment โknowledge-as-informationโ approach, and the post-modern โall is loveโ mantra.
The suggested alternative to knowing which steers clear of the over objectification of knowledge and its power-plays as well as the eddying waters of relativism and subjectivity, is, what Meek has coined, covenant epistemology.
Meek builds on the work of former scientist-cum-philosopher, Michael Polanyi, in order to establish a way of knowing that restores heads and hearts, facts and values, objectivity and subjectivity, the knower and the known – a full-bodied, Biblical epistemology. That is, a Biblical exploration of how we know what we know; indeed, how even come to know in the first. This is the realm of epistemology. It is the study of knowing.
In A Little Manual for Knowing, Meek delivers an entrรฉe to this covenant epistemology. Here she writes: โ[If love] is at the core of all things, if reality is, at its core, the highly sophisticated interpersonal act of gift, then knowing is quite sensibly a responding to the gesture of love.โ
Covenant epistemology (knowing) is a response to overtures of love leading to obedience and delight. Knowing, then, takes place within the setting of interpersonal, covenantal relationship. Knowing is a moment of encounter and transformation, after which we are never the same again. We do not know in order to love; instead, we love in order to know. It is as we humbly submit ourselves to clues that reality begins to reveal itself to us. For example, Polanyi illustrates with the act of riding a bike. To begin, when learning to ride the bike, one seeks to physically indwell the clues โ that is, we sit on the bike, our legs start peddling and our bodies try to keep us on the bike. Attempts are made to coordinate balance, momentum and direction. At some inexplicable point there comes a moment of integration when those clues (pedalling, steering, balance, etc.) can be relied on in a subsidiary, secondary, way. It is from those clues one is lead to riding the bike. It is when one no longer focusses on said clues and instead finds oneself riding the bike, that reality is encountered. And we know, not because we are now able to close off the boundaries of knowledge and precisely articulate the event of bike-riding, but because it opens us up to further knowing. We can now ride that bike in a variety of contexts, with multiple persons. Knowing leads to more, not less, all because we submitted humbly to the clues of bike-riding until we received the gift of bike-riding. There is, therefore, a bodily rootedness to all knowing. Everything we have come to know starts with our bodies. Sherlock provides us with a similar paradigm. He gathers seemingly opaque clues and trusts himself to a hitherto unknown pattern. As he does so, reality breaks in, and the pieces of the puzzle come together transformatively.
Truth is Personal
Truth is profoundly personal because reality is personal. We are made in the image of a Triune God who has shaped us for knowing truly, but not exhaustively. All humans are fallen, finite and limited creatures. Yet, we possess the capacity to know truly; not because we are competent and capable enough in order to create it ourselves, but because God is gracious enough to reveal truth to us. He does this definitively by sending the eternal son in the power of the Spirit to earth in the person of Jesus Christ. The eternal son takes on flesh and dwells amongst us.
Jesus is Truth
The quest for objective and subjective knowledge is revealed in the person and work of Jesus Christ. He does away with our false dichotomies. Modernity affirmed objective and discoverable knowledge, while postmodernity affirms subjective, self-creating knowledge. In Christ, we see objective truth subjectively displayed in the incarnation (for more, please see my own book, MORE>Truth). The theologian John Stott once said that Christianity bypasses the modernist/postmodernist debate by making truth personal โ Jesus is Truth with flesh on.
Jesus said: โI am the way, the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father except through meโ (John 14:6). On this, the missiologist Lesslie Newbigin states: โโฆthough we do not know what lies ahead, we are on a track we can trustโฆThis is what is made possible only by the death and resurrection of Jesus.โ We do not know what lies ahead in life, yet, in the words of Dutch watchmaker Corrie Ten Boom, who facilitated the escape of many Jews from the Nazi Holocaust, we can โtrust an unknown future to a known God.โ All because Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.
Jesusโ absolute truth claim sounds like another power-play, another attempt to crush, dominate and restrict. And yet, it is the most inclusive-exclusive truth claim any one will ever encounter. The Kingdom is open to anyone, regardless of background, socio-economic status, sexual-orientation, country, class, race, language, etc., the list goes on. Furthermore, Chatraw and Allen in Apologetics at the Cross cite the historian Larry Hurtado, a specialist in Christian cultures, in making the case that what set Christianity apart from the early ancient world is its โtransethnic and translocalโ quality โaddressing males and females of all social levels.โ
The Truth will set you free
At the time of writing, I am currently sat in an idyllic getaway home off of the coast of Norfolk, and I cannot help but recall the plotline to Frozen 2, which I just so happened to see yesterday! (You have to see it.) As you can probably recall from the ebullient singing of small children, there is an iconic moment in Frozen (1) where Elsa creates her own ice-palace in order to establish a place where she can be truly herself โ really free. She sings with aplomb โLet it go, they canโt hold you back anymoreโฆโ Her freedom creates an ice palace of isolation and it does not take long to see the destructive consequences of this in the film.
**Spoiler Alert**
In Frozen 2, that abiding existential question, โwho am I?โ and โwhy doesnโt this feel right?โ continues to haunt Elsa. That is until, one day, she starts to hear a voice and so she sets out to follow it. What ensues is a transformative journey of encounter and revelation. Elsa goes from singing โlet it goโ to โshow yourselfโ. As she humbly submits herself to reality, reality discloses itself. Elsa learns who she really is. She finds true freedom in humble submission to her nature. Elsa is no longer struggling to create herself ex-nihilo. Instead, she receives the gift of who she is, her true identity, and she is set free.
Minus the singing reindeer, this is what life in Jesus is like. We receive our identity as children of God, and in so doing, we are granted the gift to be more ourselves, not less.
When Jesus says the words โAnd the truth will set you free.โ (John 8:32) to his disciples, he is outlining freedom from the bondage of slavery (8:34). Often, we consider slavery as an external force subduing us, but what if slavery is also bondage within and to ourselves? This is such a slavery from which we cannot emancipate ourselves. We require one more powerful than ourselves, who is also able to step into our condition, in order to free us. This is a person who uses his power to stoop and to serve, not to manipulate and to spin. But, it begins with truth-telling, in saying there is a predicament from which we need rescue.
Os Guiness picks up on this in a statement to the Veritas Forum at Stanford:
If truth is dead and knowledge is only power, all that remains is a world of lies, hype and spinโฆ But truth matters supremely because in the end, without truth there is no freedom. Truth, in fact, is freedom, and the only way to live free is to become a person of truth. Living in truth is the secret of living free.
Such free living in the truth comes at a price. As John Steinbeck reminds us in his magnificent work, East of Eden, โAn unbelieved truth can hurt a man much more than a lie. It takes great courage to back truth unacceptable to our times. There’s a punishment for it, and it’s usually crucifixion.โ As Willard wrote earlier, as opposed to the sceptics, are we willing to be social non-conformists in our willingness to live in the Truth?
Humanityโs search for truth is ultimately found in Jesus. He is the one who is able to account for the longings of our hearts and the structure to the framework of reality. It as we encounter him through the pages of Scripture that, like Elsa, we may hear the voice of one leading us to life. Little Lucy from C.S. Lewisโ Narnia Chronicles experiences a similar event:
โLucy woke out of the deepest sleep you can imagine, with the feeling that the voice she liked best in the world had been calling her name.โ Isnโt this the kind of Truth we desire? Truth who knows completely, yet loves us deeply, calling our name, calling us home.

Kristi Mairย is an author, academic and speaker. She holds a BA in Philosophy and Theology and an MA in Philosophy of Religion and Ethics. Formerly with UCCF, she is currently combining PhD studies in philosophical theology with a role as Research and Pastoral Support Fellow at Oak Hill College, where she lectures in philosophy. Kristi continues to speak regularly at campus-based and local church events, as well providing training in persuasive evangelism. Kristiโs first book, More>Truth, was published by IVP in 2019
Further suggested reading:
Introductory Level
More>Truth, Kristi Mair.ย
Little Manual For Knowing, Esther Meek.
A Wilderness of Mirrors, Mark Meynell.
Evangelism in a Sceptical World, Sam Chan.
Introductory to Medium Level
Saving Truth, Abdu Murray.ย
Medium Level
Evangelicals and Truth, Peter Hicks.
Proper Confidence, Lesslie Newbigin.ย
The Tacit Dimension, Michael Polanyi.
[1] Extract taken from The Veritas Forum at Ohio State University.
[2] Carson, Don. Can We Be Sure About Anything?, 121.
What You Need to Know About Islam
Andy Bannister was the guest on the “Get Me An Answer” podcast recently, although it went out live, you can catch up here, as they discuss Christianity, Atheism and Islam
Why Would God Allow Me to Have Depression?
Mental ill health is an increasing challenge for many people. Many of us currently struggle with varying levels of anxiety or depression, and those of us who don’t currently might well do so in the future. How are we to make sense of it all? How can we reconcile the seeming conflict between a loving God and a God who might allow us to walk through the dark experiences of mental illness? Is it evidence that God doesn’t exist or, if he does exist, doesn’t care? In this episode of Short/Answers Gareth Black offers some introductory thoughts to this important and sensitive area of human experience.
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Giving Tuesday 2020 – Thanks for your generosity!
UPDATE: Thanks to all of you who made our first Giving Tuesday a success. It was so encouraging to see you show your appreciation for Solas. Thank you for bringing some cheer to the end of this difficult year!
Giving Tuesday is a day to support charities, ministries, community groups, and other good causes. It started in the US in 2012 as a day to give back, falling on the Tuesday after the Thankgiving holiday.
“Black Friday” is the day after Thanksgiving (the 4th Thursday of November) when the Christmas shopping season begins in earnest and many retailers latch on to this unofficial campaign. This has expanded to “Cyber Monday” deals after the weekend. With all this focus on commercial forces, it is time to draw attention to the charity sector.
So Giving Tuesday harnessed the power of social media and collaboration to inspire millions of people right across the world to come together on one day to celebrate the charities and communities that mean so much to us all.
The theme for 2020 is GiveBack2020, encouraging people to give back to those that have supported them, their families and communities throughout the pandemic, and help them survive, whether through donations of time, money or other assistance.
So many charities, including Solas, have continued to minister, give, support, and encourage as much as possible in the difficult circumstances which the Coronavirus pandemic has brought about. All the while many donations and revenue streams have dried up.
How You Can Help
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Imposter Syndrome and God’s Grace
‘Imposter syndrome’ is the self-perceived impression that you are incompetent, you donโt belong, you donโt deserve your success, and are about to be found out at any moment. It was defined in 1978 by psychologists Pauline Clance and Suzanne Imes. The syndrome is particularly common in women โ although there is a humorous anecdoteย by author Neil Gaiman about a certain astronaut and himself experiencing it.
The phenomenon can lead to cripplingly low self-esteem and an unhealthy work/life balance to โprove yourselfโ. As Christians, our knowledge that our identity is not defined by our works is a useful weapon for overcoming imposter syndrome.
I recently finished a PhD in the area of drug development. Imposter syndrome is prevalent in academia because of the competitive culture and constant sharing and challenging of knowledge. Throughout my studies, I often felt I wasnโt as intelligent as my colleagues thought I was. It would only take one tricky question in a presentation, and Iโd be asked to leave the course.
I think you can experience imposter syndrome in the Christian life as well. Moving beyond the first realisation of your sin and need for God is a challenging key step towards faith. I have moments coming into church, a small group study, or even leading worship with nagging thoughts about the people around me not knowing the full story of where I am in my walk with God or the week Iโve just had. โIf they only knew what Iโm really likeโฆโ
The final part of my PhD involved what is known as theย viva voceย exam. Its format varies around the world, but in the UK, it requires being shut in a room with two appointed academics from your field who have closely read your thesis and proceed to quiz you on it. This exam is to prove you did the work and are worthy of being called a โdoctorโ of your chosen field of research. These discussions can last hours and cause a great deal of stress and sleepless nights for many PhD students โ myself included.
Myย vivaย lasted two hours and passing it helped me overcome my doubts related to my PhD. I definitively showed I carried out the work detailed in my thesis and demonstrated in-depth knowledge of my field. No one can take that result away from me โ although Iโve already had one nightmare about needing to repeat myย viva. Overall, I feel far more settled on this side of the exam.
The night before myย viva, my mum and I were taking part in a choir rehearsal where we sang a song by Fernando Ortega, and Keith and Kristyn Getty called โMy Worth Is Not In What I Ownโ. It reminds the singer that their identity is not in earthly things but is rooted in God through the sacrifice of Christ. God knew I needed to sing that song before myย vivaย to reassure me that however the next day went, he still loved me and didnโt judge me based on my knowledge of medicinal chemistry.
As Christians, there are two things we should remind ourselves of when we experience the niggle of imposter syndrome:
First: The truth that we arenโt good enough
Weโre imperfect human beings, plagued by sin โ every single one of us.ย Romans 3:23ย tells us that โall have sinned and fall short of the glory of Godโ. Our flawed nature and human hearts continually fail to do good (Psalm 73:26,ย Romans 7:15). No one is worthy of passing the requirements for righteousness.
Second: Jesus still died for us despite that
We so often hear or readย Romans 3:23ย on its own, but it forms the middle of a longer and far more reassuring statement:
โThis righteousness is given through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference between Jew and Gentile, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.โย (Romans 3:22-24, NIV)
Despite our flaws, despite our failings, God loved us too much to leave us as we were. He made a way for us to be made right with him through Christโs sacrifice on the cross (Romans 5:8). There is nothing we can do on this earth to earn our place in his kingdom. We are undeservedly saved by faith, not works (Galatians 2:15).
So take heart: there is noย vivaย exam for heaven. We donโt have to prove our love for God or our knowledge of his word to be made right with him. All he asks is that we recognise our failings, trust in him, and follow his ways. There are no imposters in Godโs family.
Fiona Scott grew up in Perth and her studies have taken her to Glasgow, Basel and Brighton. She recently defended her PhD in medicinal chemistry. Outside of the lab, she enjoys writing about science, arts and everything in between. Examples of her work can be found atย www.fionascottwrites.com . She loves being involved in her local church wherever she is (Perth Baptist, Findlay Memorial, Basel Christian Fellowship, Holland Road Baptist), particularly in the areas of music and homeless support. This article was previously published at Overflowchat.com, here, and is reproduced with their kind permission.
Andy Bannister on the All Things All People Podcast
Solas’s director, Dr Andy Bannister was invited onto the All Things All People podcast to discuss whether Muslims and Christians worship the same God. That very question is the subject of Andy’s forthcoming book, due for publication by IVP in early 2021. There will be plenty more about the book next year, but you can hear the podcast here or click here for the Spotify link.

The Brain and the Bible
Dr Rob Waller of the Mind & Soul Foundation is a Consultant Psychiatrist in the NHS. He speaks with Andy Bannister about the relationships between the Bible, the church, psychology, medicine, and the life of the mind.
Solas Webinars: New Series, New Topics, New Guests!
Andy Bannister reports on the successful trial runs of ‘Solas Webinars’ and the exciting future plans for these interactive online, live events.
To catch-up on previous webinars, or see details of all upcoming events, click here.
PEP Talk Podcast With Dez Johnston
If you haven’t heard of the Alpha Course, it’s a popular tool used by churches and small groups to create a welcoming place for others to ask questions. This year has seen an sudden move to online Alpha courses, which continue to be effective places for ministry. In this episode, Kristi and Andy welcome the Director of Alpha Scotland to learn about his journey to faith and the various ways he’s seeing the gospel at work today.
With Dez Johnston – PEP Talk
Our Guest
Dez Johnston was a Glaswegian bouncer with a drug problem who came to faith 12 years ago. Now an ordained Baptist minister, Dez worked in youth ministry before becoming the Director for Alpha Scotland. He continues to live in the Glasgow area with his wife Fi and two small children.
About PEP Talk
The Persuasive Evangelism Podcast aims to equip listeners to share their faith more effectively in a sceptical world. Each episode, Andy Bannister (Solas) and Kristi Mair (Oak Hill College) chat to a guest who has a great story, a useful resource, or some other expertise that helps equip you to talk persuasively, winsomely, and engagingly with your friends, colleagues and neighbours about Jesus.

